Saturday, February 10th, 2007
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10:21 am - Heeeeeey!!! ^_^
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Hey!!! Sorri i been dead so long been busy.
I HAVE MY OWN WII!!!! but at the moment im wiiless....and zeldaless and soul calibur less (i cant remember how to spell as i have just wokeen up sorri for all the bum spelling)
Im REALLY! REALLY! REALLY!!! not looking forward to valentains onebit! Geez i hate that day so much! i think most people do, funny really the one day of the year people made for love and most people hate on it.
Ah well
Im alone today Psy gone with jakk far away til too late tonight merri busy not in the mood to see ghost and play boomstick games tabi out til s'afternoon horrell..well i could but i cant bothered claire...probaly with someone trying to make them un-depressed....Anyway im off to merris to pick up some stuff then come back home to be alone and bored... *sobs*
current mood:  Bleh and crappy
current music: ...silence
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Wednesday, December 13th, 2006
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5:25 pm - HYPERNESS!!!!
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YO SUP MORON, GEEK-FREAKS!!!!
Heheheheh....I GOTZ TO PLAYZ TEH ZELDA FOR HOURS TODAYZ!!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYZZZIIIIEEEZZZ!!!! yea as you can tell im hyper had no lessons so left skool again went to carls and watched and played Zelda for the wii for hours and hours then had to walk back to caught the bus so i could spend time with the lushious tabster here. ^_^ CYALLZ!!! XxXxX miss you Psyniac! =^_^=
current mood:  AMAZING!!! HYPER LIKE A MONKEY
current music: Eiko's Theme FF9 Sound Track
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Wednesday, December 6th, 2006
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12:44 pm
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Yo! Sup moronz!!! Heyoooz!!! im feelng hyper as a monkey here right now! iv had a great day and hdsygydhs blib blib BLIB! happie happie hyper!! Heheheh spent 2 hours working straight at the farm this morning and it was hard but it felt good after, had a really good talk with Carl helped him out a bit made him feel a bt better had a few jokes etc then sat through general studies listening to Hi hi puffy Ami Yumi and some kl tracks i stole last night including TEEN TITANS THEME!!! heheh and now i got hour to sit on my ass n sleep and do what ever so im having a good day just cant get on with the work im trying to do cos all i can do is sit and think about psyniac.....LOVE RUSH with no one to love! ah well....oh yea i got a free last and ghost n ross are gonna have a warhammer match so this'll be fun to watch heheh. LOVE AND HYPER MONKEYS TO EVERYONE!!!
current mood:  Happie Hyper!!!
current music: Hi hi puffy Ami Yumi-Destrution Pancake
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Wednesday, November 29th, 2006
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3:07 pm
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I DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE! IM A WASTE OF A SOUL. NOTHING GOOD HAPPENS ONLY DEATH AND DEPRESSION TO ALL WHO KNOW ME OR GET TOO CLOSE! im like a virus, people let me in the weather i like it or not they get crushed from the inside out! i dont see the point in doing ANYTHING anymore i should go lock myself in my room and never come back out im chaos to the people i love and nothing to the people i hate.......is dieing inside the shell called a body and the spirit and soul and calling to the otherside "COME....COME TAKE US TO THE PLACE OF PARADISE AWAY FROM THIS HORRID BEAST CREATURE"
Psyniac....im sorry....im always gonna be paranoid....im sorry i cant trust or be trusted, im sorry iv wasted a part of your life you could of done without me.
current mood:  Agressive
current music: ...
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Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
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10:29 am
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Heeeeey!!!! Geez! the weekend was weird! Matts birthdat party and everyone was getting pissed(in both ways of the word)
Ummm well we were late cos family are suckie and dad's a retard. Matt was in a werid mood and i was just making everything shit. i ran off cause i cant cope with myself when when small thing happen, so im really pissed off with myself about that and i cant get over all the things that have happened in the past and how sorrie i am that can/could never help "Im sorrie i couldnt help you, and ill come back to you one day and prove how sorrie i am." And i couldnt really remember much about the weekend but it was really fun and funny and im so happy everyone came, but im sorri i fucked up everything and im sorrie i called you a whore claire and sorrie to you Psy, sorrie for always being a bitch, getting in the way and always letting everything fuck up, go to my head, be too emotional and never helping.
current mood: depressed
current music: Mario tunes (curtis next to me)
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Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
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6:24 pm - Yeeeeaaaahhhhh!!!!!
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Hey! for once in AGES iv had a awsome day! and nothing went horribly wrong and i felt like i was a part of the family again.
Well the only thing i did wrong was i didnt turn up for ANY lessons again but OH-WEL!!! when DO i go to lessons! heheh!*womp* well this morning was nice i woke up some what earlia and had breakfest was nice and i had a nice morning and WASNT late for the bus!!*GASP* Teehee then people were being nice to me in the morning no insults no things being thrown and no shouting it was really nice.
i spent the morning in the back of the computer room as usual *i basicly have my own set and computer(i use EVERYDAY)* and i talked to Jen for a while and then sorted our a few problems with people and help a few more.
At break i spent alot of time talking to people helping claire a little talking to ghost and murphy.
(Then we had General studies) HEHEHEH! was stupid and claire n me got moaned at for talking and shuving each other off the tables.
Then Suzan had a free so we sat and talked then she did some bloody odd freaking scary shit for a while then complained her hands were slimy...>><< heheh! and for once it had NOTHING to do with me! yay!!!
Then at lunch i spent basicly ALL of it talking to ghost and talking to some people a bit more and helping them...OH YEA! and we tried to tie billy up with a piece of wire i stole from suzan(somthing to do with a project) so that was funny.
Then last lesson i missed maths and went to see people as everyone had frees, so ghost n me played pac-man and talked alot more and i *showed* him how to play sonic and stuff and now he's thinking about playing it! YAYAYAY!!! heheh! Psy you must love me! and then i showed ghost why claire REALLY is the living form of cream heeheehee. Oh and ghost nrealy kinda huged me at the end of skool! i was well shocked! But yea iv had a really great day and nothing that amazing has happened yet i feel amazing and im now home alone as my rents are babysitting my cousins so im even happier!! I HOPE AND WISH EVERYONE ELSE A HAPPY EVENING! LOVE TO ALL YA MORONS AND FREAK-GEEKS OUT THERE! XxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
current mood: AMAZING INSIDE!
current music: Avril Lavigne-Who knows
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12:36 pm - Genral Studies...
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Ha ha ha! We just had genral studies and it was a dude and fat chick talking about sex and the stuff you can get from having sex and how its all evil and death.
Then they showed us pictures that look horrid then for a GOODIE BAG after they gave us all a bag each with "8 condoms A HELL of alot of papper, leaflets and loads of random shit like diagrams and pictures and stuffs was odd then theres 6 bottle spike things that you put on a bottle and it stops people from spiking your drink THEN they gave you FREE LUBE, samples of pantene SHAMPOO and CONDITIONER, some random skin care stuff, a random salt scrub thing for baths and another bath thing with a skin care thing....And then suzan was so nice she gave me another 8 condoms just cos she cares....>><< heheheh! And now shes moob boobing me. so S'ALL GOOOOOD! lol well have good day morons!.....Oooookaaayyy!!! make that 15 condoms....Suzan your a very very VERY scary person.
current mood: Amused...heheh random!
current music: Suzan's voice in my ear....HELP!
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Tuesday, November 14th, 2006
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11:08 am - Story....(sorri i suck)
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It was a warm summer night, the window open, a cool breeze blowing around the silent room only the taping of fingers were heard against the keyboard and the chimes hanging over the metal bed hitting against each other gentally as the wind danced around them.
The girls Dark green eyes flickered up, down and across the screen. ILL DO MORE LATER!
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9:53 am - 7!!!
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current mood:  SUCCESS!!!
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9:32 am
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Morning! Curtis says hi to all the amazing freaks and morons out there! Heheheh. well i havent posted in ages so ill do 1 now as i have no lessons and am bored so here goes!
AGES AGO!: Psyniac's Birthday was amazing and fun! the night before i had a HUGE HUGE MASSIVE fight thing with my family so they thought it be fun to piss me off to the EXTREM by saying i wasnt aloud to psy's bday or out the house and etc so i spent that night crying and thinking about stuff, then in the morning i did some work, cleaned my room and help my family out a bit so they let me off and said i could go but i would be gronded afterwards LOL! YEA! like i had that!....i was just nicer to them and did a bit more work around the house so now were getting on a bit better than we were and i kinda feel like were a proper family again but then i dont cos i feel like im part of Psy's family now, his family are so nice to me and they do alot for me so im happie like this. Anyway psy's birthday was great we went out for chinese had a laugh and made a mess AGAIN heheh then we all went home and i stayed at psy's for the night it was so fun he came in to wake me up at like half six in the morning heheh was funnie and cute and then we went down staires and played Kingdom Hearts til 6.30pm lol a full day basicly it was so fun we were really lazy didnt move anywere else for the day and then we just pissed out playing silly bugers all day too i was so happy that day i felt like i was in heaven.
Then shit happened that id rather not say then my life felt like it was dieing underneath my feet and the only one that was there for me was psy....so i got a little better. and now i feel like im the happiest freaki in the world but at the same time i feel like i could die and i got alot of people to help so I got stuff to do write say and try make everyone around me happie. IM SO HAPPIE I COULD DIE! (phrase i stole from merri's badge that is how my life is and feel so there and now i got more shit going through my head and no1 is gonna help me so ill help them thats all right , as i go through life with people i love and help ill help myself as i talk to them so i know as long as Psy and my close friends stay with me ill live for another day!
current mood: Feeling a little out of it!
current music: Jamiroquai(BASSIENESS) on curtises ipod
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Friday, October 6th, 2006
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6:28 pm - Havent written for a while!
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Hey....life now feels horrible matt's gone away to work for a year, Fakes in the army, people have gone places moved met others better than us.i think about how much a should die everyday i dont see the point in living, i failed skool still failing cant get a job,fail at life and just genraly have nothing to live for anymore. the only thing thats keeping me from dieing is Psyniac hes my life suport not even lady merri can keep me here anymore i dont know what to do. i just feel so lost inside myself and no one can/is/knows how to help.
OH YEA IT WAS MINE AND PSYNIAC'S YEAR TOGETHER YESTERDAY!!!!! that was the life boost i needed and i felt so happy 2day even tho we only spent like 2hours together and im being crushed inside i still felt like the happiest girl in the universe!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PSY IM NEVER GOING TO LEAVE YOU YOUR MY EVERYTHING!!!
current mood:  SHIT AS EVER N STILL SO HAPPY!
current music: Rammstein - Engel
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Thursday, September 14th, 2006
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5:28 pm
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Hi...Stuff has happened ages ago that i ether forgot or just dont care about anymore so bleh! but Fake's gone to the army so iv lost a piece of my love, soul, and alot more but iv become a bit more to myself too so thats good and bad too. but yea about a week ago merri, fake, ghost, claire, Psy and myself went to a nice chinese for a goodbye get together love fake. we went through basicly a whole crate of jelly heeheehee i made castles out of the goblets after but the dudes there kept stealing them so we lost count of how many they had. then on the sunday James.John.Fake left us for the army so we give our love and luck to him and mb if he can get back here cause his parents have moved to hastings we may see him in noverber if not hopefully in december! but owel love to him! but now everyone else is moveing on too i havent seen jakk for AGES mike and Psy i see at least 1s a week so thats good but im really missing Psy i havent seen him for 2days, he called me last night and i still feel like its been weeks i miss him so bad i wanna scream! jake i talked to the other day but i havent seen him for ages ether and now i have skool again which is boring and lonely even the others seen a bit elsewere now but owel! i spend basicly all my time with curtis now so its a bit weird but hey! and everything else is completely bum! so im outa here!
current mood: Bleh and crappy
current music: Puddle of mudd-Blurry (missing Psy)
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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
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10:34 pm - Beach!...Again...
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Hey! We went to the beach again 2day...2days ago my family merri's family, fake and Psy we all went to the beach it took us like 4hours to get there! it was sooo boring and then i got depressed cos merri was depressed all day so bleh but i got to be with Psy all day so was nice then merri came stayed ova mine the night so was nice, THEN 2day Psy's family wanted to go beach as they didnt a few days before when they wanted to so we went to ANOTHER beach but only took about 2hours this time and was nice cos was just Psy and me so i was happie no1 to make me feel depressed and we had a nice relaxing day then on the trip home i fell sleep most the way and we had a little love rush so we both felt happie and loved/loving then i get home and my rents arent home so i now have the house all to myself its awsome and im mucho happie! iv had a brilliant day! thanks Angel! XxX
current mood: AWSOME!!!!
current music: The bliping of msn cos people love me YAY!!!
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6:04 am - IM A PSYKO!
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PLEASE! i need some help i dont know what to do i think im a psyko. i dont know whats happened to me!? i never done that before....
Ya see Psy and me have been dating just over 10months now....WOW! *gasp!* Heehee! but well IM CRAZY! a while ago and a while ago before that i got harashed by 2 guys they were okie untill they asked me out, they wernt that great or out of the ordinary and im with Psy so i told em to sod off and were to shove em, one of the guys kept trying to i had to beat it into him i guess you could say...He could run preddy fast tho, heheh. Well yea anyway thats normal but a lil while back about a month mb 2 i cant remember reli(i onli relised it was august the other day) but yea anyway i little while back a met this guy he was soo kl and he looked like he'd just come from amime heaven! He had gorgeouse sun bleched golden blond hair in curtains and a short ponytail at the back with freshly dyed red streks in alla it AND he had bright crystal blue eyes like i do sometimes it was wired but yea he was into the same music as me loved manga/anime and liked Zelda Final Fantasy! it was like...well crazy and he was so nice and kl and gorgeous! and he took me out for dinna after like 6 hours of us meeting,talking,playing games and reading anime then at like 2 in the morning we were sitting on a hill watching the stars he was comeing back from a 20min walk to tesco he came sat next to me took my hand put a newly bought gorgeous red roes into it and said in these exact words "your the most beautiful,graceous and wonderous girl iv ever met..will you go out wih me?" and i was stuned i had no idea what to do!? so eventully after ages of silence i told him i couldnt cos i was going out with Psy and that i didnt want anyone else, even tho he was so nice and everything i didnt even use him or ask if we could get together another time is was insaine. And he just accepted what i had said told he Psy must be the luckyest guy in the universe and then just talked for the rest of the night til 6ish then walked me all the way back home and said mb we can meet again next yr when i come back for another holiday? and i was like yea mb?.....it felt like it should of been a dream.
But please someone tell me if im crazy? i mean i didnt try anything and i told him i wasnt single!...someone that looks like amime heaven and i turned him down! i must be a psyko! PLEASE! somebody tell me whats happened to my mind!?
current mood:  i no no?
current music: the silence of house so early is bliss
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Saturday, July 29th, 2006
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11:12 am - NESS! Meow!
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Hey! ^_^ well the last like EVER iv lost track of day, month, year, TIME....EVERYTHING!! but hey! i feel great and i love my friends and life..and thats all that maters Psy's gettin use all to do more filmin and audio etc so thats kinda fun but Meow! annoying but hey as long as im with every1 ill do whatever just as long as there happie ill try be happie too.
Ricky is now plannin on comin down here to stay(live, get a house)so thats gonna be fun if it happens and all goes well and so far this summer has been AMAZING! iv met new and wonderous things,people,non-humans?...Its been so awsome! and i basicly LIVE in flitwick i spend about 3hours tops in my house actully awake everyday so reli not much to the slob i used to be now im a slob at other peoples houses! heheh
So Yea feels like everything is goin awsome and i wouldnt wanna change it for anything!
current mood: content
current music: ill-nino - all the right words
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Friday, July 7th, 2006
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5:54 pm - Last week and a bit!
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Well Thursday was my birthday so was awsome had every1 ova!!! w00pw00pw00p! and was soo much mucho fun! got LOTZA 'suprises!!?' heeheheeheeheheh! and FF9 soundtrack love Teh Psyniac! and BACON!!! for a 2 mornin brackfest cooked by fake! so more mucho w00pw00pw00pness! then rob came home too!! so love love love and got to play with the fire staff!!! ON FIRE!!!!! 1st time ever!!! was sooooo KLIIIIIOOO!!!!! Then stuff normal weekend with every1 so fun! then on Monday Ricky came to visit!!!!! GOT TO MEET IN PERSON!!! HE ACTULLY EXISTS!!!!! WOW!!! and we scared him alot! was funni heheheh then yest and 2day we recoreded more of Amateur Final Fantsy! yay! GO US!!! then 2day we got right near the end of filming last few bits of the end battle to do THATZ IT! and the bloody police deside were ebiil and think we have weapons..not that i knives or anything!.. >><< heheh luckily me a WOOMAN!! so they no searched me or tabz or claire! yay!!! go chickz!!! but yea chris and jakk got arrsted for possetion of BBguns CRAZY OR WHAT!!! were 16 and legal age to have and use so we get busted! its insane!!! but yea! was such a funni day for that fact cos the police just did somin they didnt need to and that was a HUGE!!! waste of there time!!! so that made us happier heheheh stupidoz! deserve to have to do paper work to waste even more of there crapy time! but yea anyway im outa here Cya!!
current mood: w00pw00pw00p bloop!
current music: nada
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Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
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4:43 pm - Grounded????
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Heey!! well ages ago i got grounded for shoutin at my dad in front of merris mum and i dont reli remember the other stuff i did to get grounded but it happen fo the 1st time in my life and basicly it happened but it doesnt work!
EXAM LEAVE!!! exams are finished to what do i do!? lol get the bus to skool and go to flitwick then get the bus home and if they ask "i was in revision setions"....YEAH RIGHT!! there no such thing as revision for me, i never revised 1s during my exams.
So yea im grounded but not reli its great!! and now were making RPG's gonna be awsome! and Psy desided to *convince* us to do a final fantasy real life thing so were now doing that too! its fun/ni but i reli do hate carmras.
Oh yea and the otherday Psy did a 10min recording of jakk psy n me in his bros room and called it Krakkachow http://www.freewebs.com/gfinc/ its reli wierd to listen to but its like a normal day for us! heh bit crazy and random but heey!! well what ever im outa here Laters!
current mood: crazy ideas!
current music: Krakkachow!
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Saturday, June 10th, 2006
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2:47 pm - Emz little Adventure
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Kay well last night was weird!?
Was with Psy all evening then had to go drop off stuff at cousin's so my bordom became comeplete...til i stole han's comp! Psy was on so i talked to him and ended up pissin him off then getting pissed off and i got a huge rush of horible emotions run through my system so i cryed cos it hurt like hell, Then Psy txt me and we started telling eachother our similar secrets and slowly i was getting more and more worried with each word he said.
I went upstairs n watched a film that then started me crying again cos theres a song that reminds me of Psy and then my emotions toyed with my head again i tried to sleep but i could all i could think was Psy! is he okie!?..i needed to know face2face at that moment i relised i was getting dressed and walking out the door. at 1.
So off a stumbled from the safty of my home in Houghton Conquest into the dark moonlight night of the streets, I went through all the back ways of Ampthill so not to be seen and nearly scared myself to death a few times as it was pitch black in the woods of Ampthill the tres are so compact no light can get in, I swear i saw things that werent MENT to be there but owel i wouldnt turn back my worrie and love wouldnt let me i looked back sevral times but i never took a step back.
As i reached the begining of Flitwick it started to get lighter the moon against the morning sky looked amazingly beautiful if i was so eger i would have stopped to watch the sun rise but no i had to see his face, i had to make sure he was okie. As i turned into his close it hit me "WHAT IN THE BLOODY OF HYRULE WAS I DOING!!" im ment to be at home in bed ASLEEP!! insted i was standing outside the person i love most's house.i got to his house at 3.30ish in the morning.
I called him a few times but i knew it was too earli he wouldnt answer, then i got a txt (Psy)"What's up?" i txt back "look out your window heheh" i guess he must of been confused to get a reply ordering him to get out of bed.
But he did so, he cutain pulled aside and there he was looking at me as i stood with the hugest cheesei grin slaped across my face, i laughed at myself as i relised how stupid i must of looked.
He looked out at me laughed slaped his head and came down to meet me, We went up stairs and talked and snuggled for a while.
I felt happie, safe and cured laying next to him hearing his breathing and wispering words, knowing he was safe and that i didnt need to worrie.
i realised how much i love him in this small event more than any other, he's the only person iv felt so weirdly to and he may think were so different but were not were quit similar, if he told me all and everything and whats bugging him then id try my best to help him in everyway possible! But yea anyway...i left at 6ish just before his family got up.
It was a glorious most beautiful morning on the way back home it wasnt too hot or cold and the sun was lovely, i colapsed in ampthill woods and woke up about 15mins later it felt normal for some reason? but on i went i couldnt stop thinking bout Psy all the way home, i got home 8.10, every1 was still sleep so i made a smoothie for beakfest and went to bed then woke up to my dad shoutin "Emily!! were the fuck are my batteries!!?" i mumbled n moaned and went back to sleep then woke up to him shoutin again to find his batteries at bout 13.30.
So had a reli horrible,beautiful and loveing night and morning and id do it again just to see he gorgeous face and feel him against me. LOVE MUCHLY!!!
Heeheehee!!! ^_^ =^_^= ^_^
current mood: loved, happie, shocked
current music: ill-nino - all the right words
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Thursday, May 25th, 2006
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4:30 pm - Exam/Study leave
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Hey! Exam leave is totally uber awsome! iv spent every day posible in flitwick n iv had so much fun tis uber awsomeness!^_^ n im so happie i cant remember wot i was gonna type so ill just leave here..Cya! XxX!
current mood: happie crazy...STUFF!
current music: Bus Stop Coffee - Bad Blood
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Sunday, May 7th, 2006
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12:03 pm - WOW!.....
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Yestday was crazy i woke up WAY too earli then i had to make a desent time for tabi n me to go flitwick so she can see jakk n then fake came to so he could see merri wen she came later so then i needed to go tesco get credit n go see cookie to give her her german work then i ended up stayin with her for a lil n then we went to Psy's n he then desided to go ghost's so cookie went home to take her bro shoppin(Crazyness!)so Psy n me went to ghost's n watched them play ff1 then they desided to go see wot tabi's like n save merri from stuff*...so we walked to ampthill park n found them n then merri had to go home so as normal i got reli pissed at the fact we turn up to see her n she goes off home or some were (i reli get the feelin she dont want anything to do with me anymore...mb i should just stop carein n get on with my life cos she seem to not care bout if were together or not...yea mb i should just forget about my bestest friend in the world,the 1 person who understands everything i say see and do the 1 person i respected most....should i just forget about my spirit sister n move on with my life?) owel jakk had to go home so then fake n merri went home n tabi,ghost,cookie,Psy n me played around a lil til tabi n me had to go home n then later we went to a gig...(that was quit crap n more money than the others iv been to) so i did my normal..found the nearest corner that seemed comfy and sat against the wall and watch the stupid humans studying a few of them and watching 1 guy who was askin for a fight i reli felt like grabin him by the throut n kickin him ball-less..owel doesnt help that he looked just like an old bf of mine(stupid fuckhead) then i got bored n stood outside in the rain then went home at bout 1 in the mornin went to bed n then did sleep till 3ish coz Ricky was txtin me again he had been oin it mosta the day to! hehe then i eventully just colapsed n woke up this mornin in less clothes that i went to bed in again its reli quit weird n scary wen i do that cos iv only started doin it for the last 2months or so its weird..owel..well im bored now home alone!!! woow!! party neked!!! heheh! *Goes to find the wiped cream and alcohol*...
current mood: frustrated,alone now horny
current music: Christina Aguilara - Dirrty
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